Spotlight 8: My Diary

Nobody sees these.

Maybe one day they will.

But for now, it’s really just these spotlights and myself — and that’s okay.

It feels like a diary more than anything.

I don’t know why I’m struggling so much with this.

I started with a plan, and it fell apart.

That’s been the pattern: try, hope, fail, restart.

There are days I’ve thought about quitting.

Days I’ve laid my head on my desk and just… stopped.

Tired. Overwhelmed. Done.

But I guess the only way through this is to keep failing.

To not give up.

To let the mistakes teach me something instead of ending the story.

So I’ll keep going.

Even when it feels pointless.

Even when no one sees it yet.

I just really hope all these setbacks are worth it.